Jul 23, 2016


How long does it take to move on? How much longer does it take to brush this feeling away? You no longer have the right to be in my 2am thoughts. Why does it take so little memories to mess up such a huge space in my mind?

Why the hell i still cry silently, in my car or on my bed, when i think of you?

Jun 25, 2016


It's not fair that i can read your heart but you can't read mine. Not fair at all.

May 31, 2016


It was never the right moment for us. We're always a little too early or a little too late. Hence, the consequences. I think about you a little bit less nowadays. I wonder if i can think of you a little bit lesser in the future.

But nevertheless, you'll always be here.  Cause you are the first person to break my heart, and i cannot imagine how to love anyone yet but you.

May 18, 2016


"You'd think that i learnt my lesson by now
You'd think that i'd somehow figure out
If you strike the match you're bound to feel the flame
You'd think that i'd learned the cost of love
Paid that price long enough
But still i drive myself right through the pain"

May 17, 2016


It's like withdrawal symptoms. When you're addicted to something for so long that it becomes a part of your life, it's normal to be empty and hollow without it. The world suddenly seems colder and duller. You become anhedonia to a lot of things.

I survived this, i can survive it again. I just need a longer time to brush you away. It is time for each of us to become free of one another.

Live a happy life. Smile, and just move on.