Sep 20, 2017

You once told me that you would find me happiness before you could search for yours. Words written in a farewell letter that I burned a few years later. It's funny how fragments of memories just decided to float around in my brain when I thought I had finally buried them, in a grave with a tombstone carved with your name.

If only I knew back then, that it was all bullshit.

You didn't even give me a chance to say goodbye with my middle finger in the air.

Jan 13, 2017

I wish i can stop writing about you.

I wish i can stop thinking about you.

Please, just go.

Dec 11, 2016

"What was he like?"



"Yeah, wind. He was invisible, gentle and soothing but has the power to destroy everything in his way. He swept away all feelings i had inside of me like a tornado cleaning up a city. He was one of my unspoken truth, buried beneath a broken faith."

Nov 22, 2016

1. I've spent almost the entire of my 20's loving a wrong person (whom i once truly believed to be the right one, which makes it hurts a lot more).

2. It was real, my torture was real. But when no one even remembered what happened (or they choose to be ignorant, or maybe they are just bloody forgetful), it makes me question my sanity.

3. Have you ever sit beside the wrong person's (read no 1) future second-most-important-person-in-life and heard their wedding plans while attempting to swallow a piece of meat with a fake smile?

4. Dear you, have a great life (or please don't).

Oct 31, 2016

List of things that hurt:
1. You
2. Everything else