Mar 18, 2011


Ever feel like you think you've already moved forward, but somehow something's left somewhere behind and pulled your head to face that way?

Stuck in reverse.

And suddenly, you found yourself in the same place all over again. In just a blink of an eye. Nothing's ever changed no matter how much effort you put to make it go different way.

We have so much memories, of people and things. Some we like, and some we hate. What if we can choose what memories to keep? Oh, that would be a wonderful world then.

"People become stronger, when they have memories they can't forget."


I choose to be strong.

Mar 8, 2011

The Pearl.

There was a little girl
She often sat by the river
Watching the sun between her fingers
Wondering if she could get there by summer.

She cried
She wept
She mourn
Why did everything went so wrong?
Would it be better if I just be gone?

But she couldn't.

Fear not my dear,
For things'll be better
As soon as you dry up your tear.

Gather all your
Frustrations and disappointments,
Shames and blames,
Angers and fears,
Trap them under your thick skin
Then wait till they become a thing.

A pearl.

That little girl grows older
She sits by the same flowing river
Falls upon her knees
With a smile painted nicely.

She whispers to the wind,
No more a grumbler would I be
Cause I have found that pearl inside of me.

"Pearls are formed inside the shell of certain mollusks as a defense mechanism against a potentially threatening irritant such as a parasite inside its shell, or an attack from outside, injuring the mantle tissue. The mollusk creates a pearl sac to seal off the irritation."


Mar 7, 2011


In youth we learn,
in age we understand.

- Marie von Ebner-Eschenbach

Mar 5, 2011

Kapsul masa.

Untuk Izas yang di masa hadapan,

Hidup sangat baik sekarang. Aku sentiasa ada senyum untuk semua perkara walaupun ada banyak benda perlu dilangsaikan. Tak mudah mahu berdiri di sini. Di tempat ini. Dalam jasad ini. Pada saat ini.

Kau mungkin sedang jatuh. Dalam lubang yang dulu separuh nyawa aku cuba tinggalkan. Aku tahu peritnya. Aku  tahu pedihnya. Aku tahu kau lemah waktu ini. Aku cuma mahu berkongsi kata-kata supaya kau jadi kuat. Kuat untuk kembali memanjat.

Aku cuma mahu pesan satu perkara. Jangan pernah jauh dariNya kalau mahu bahagia.

Ingat ini sampai mati.