This should be easier. This should be the answer.
Fools can't love. There will be pain everywhere. I've had enough.
Mar 16, 2014
Mar 13, 2014
As much as i want to hold on, i can't because you didn't want to and you kept chasing me away too. It's tiring, to run in a circle without a known end. It's heartbreaking, to fight alone with no clear reason.
Like Hodges said, we had something beautiful and now it turned to dust.
I hereby, give you up.
Mar 4, 2014
I tried hating you for making me go through this, whatever this is, in the first place. I tried hating you for never having the guts to make me stay. I tried hating you for the fact that you never, even once, asked me what i want or how i feel. I tried hating you for making my heart nearly bursted out the moment i knew about you and her. I tried hating you just for the sake of moving on because you asked me to. I tried hating you for turning me into such fragile vulnerable thing which i despise. I tried hating you, your smile, the way you talk and the things you wrote. I tried, i tried, and so i tried. But it never worked out like what i planned. I just hate the fact that i can't hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
Maybe this tiny space of mine can be the evidence that i can show to your face, if you ever ask me how much do i like you.
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