I'm not in the mood of making a family. I'm still not happy with my life. There's so much i want to change but still, being a coward i am, i need an escape plan. Plan B to Z. So many uncertainties make me think too much and do nothing.
I go to work at 6am and return home nearly midnight on daily basis. I wake up every morning and feel like my whole body weighs a thousand pounds. I feel like screaming to every face i meet but instead i fake a smile.
How is it possible to be happy living like that?