May 31, 2016


It was never the right moment for us. We're always a little too early or a little too late. Hence, the consequences. I think about you a little bit less nowadays. I wonder if i can think of you a little bit lesser in the future.

But nevertheless, you'll always be here.  Cause you are the first person to break my heart, and i cannot imagine how to love anyone yet but you.

May 18, 2016


"You'd think that i learnt my lesson by now
You'd think that i'd somehow figure out
If you strike the match you're bound to feel the flame
You'd think that i'd learned the cost of love
Paid that price long enough
But still i drive myself right through the pain"

May 17, 2016


It's like withdrawal symptoms. When you're addicted to something for so long that it becomes a part of your life, it's normal to be empty and hollow without it. The world suddenly seems colder and duller. You become anhedonia to a lot of things.

I survived this, i can survive it again. I just need a longer time to brush you away. It is time for each of us to become free of one another.

Live a happy life. Smile, and just move on.


And in the end, we ended.

May 16, 2016


I'm sorry that everything i touched turned to dust.

Years later, i still cried myself to sleep.

May 2, 2016


One stupid miscall.

And i fall in love all over again.

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