Sep 21, 2016

I still don't get it sometimes where did i do wrong. You thought that you've already done everything right, but then everything turns out to be never ending bullshits.

I should've stand by my decision a long time ago. That was my biggest mistake. I'm just too lost now i can't see myself returning to the old me.

Will i just die like this, sinful and hollow, or will there come a day when everything falls into place again?

Sep 17, 2016

I can never understand how on earth could you say that you like me, and then decided to marry someone else.


Sep 2, 2016

Why do i feel like my life right now is overly pathetic? I don't have any close friends within a talking distance. My only close friends are scattered over the country. I don't keep in touch with people that i grew up with. People just keep on leaving.

And when i finally found someone that i could talk to and who really wanted to listen, he too, left.

I just feel so lonely all of sudden. Why can't you give me at least one? Why do you have to take it all?

Am i not worthy of them all?